Golden Pains

from Circadian Workout by Symfan

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Enough time has passed, I'm wearing new clothes new skin, new troubles.
Reconcilied with the past I could transform, yet the question stands:

What do you do with all the gunk left behind? Acceptance? Accountability? You don't owe me. You never owned me.

It started innocent but we were in denial of the power struggle between you and I, or at-least I was.

But you spend so much time in your head, you wonder. Is this a seed you've planted in me, or is it the truth? I don't know anymore. But if feels so heavy.

I'll let it go in 30 seconds.
It's not on my mind anymore.

Come close to midnight, I'll bring a sheet. I'll stare at the yellow walls while you read. You look at me in the morning, tell me we're fine. You'll have to come clean another night.

You find yourself in the arms of something you don't understand. I was so young. I didn't know much, but I still don't.

And I don't care what you're doing this summer.
I don't care. it's better if I don't know.
I don't care if forgiveness is the protocol, I look in the mirror and if I've changed, that's gold.

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from Circadian Workout, released June 1, 2018

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Symfan Edmonton, Alberta

*~*𝓔𝓜𝓞𝓣𝓘𝓞𝓝𝓐𝓛 𝓟𝓡𝓐𝓘𝓡𝓘𝓔 𝓖𝓘𝓡𝓛*~*

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discography

Sour Honey

Apr 2021
In My Room

Mar 2020
Circadian Workout

Jun 2018
Minibus

Oct 2015
little duck

Jun 2015
LuLL

Feb 2014

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