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Moody
04:24
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I'm gonna fall into a dream against the sound of that song playing
When it stops my doubt will flood in, my memory is so sensitive
Tell me secrets, tell me all that shit you're holding on to
(oh I'm holding on to)
Let's go, but I can't explain
Got no vocab for that feeling,
I don't know what I like anymore.
So let's go, let's go early
I'm gonna call up the void, and let the devil know I'm done being a victim.
Then I'll learn the art of grace so I can exit without burning down the place
Write down my secrets so I can burn all that shit I'm holding on to.
Give me head while I'm high so I forget how to cry
and just really clear my mind
You don't have to follow,
I can go alone
and it won't be the same
but it's better that, we talk it out before we're fucked
So let's go, let's go early
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2. |
Circadian Workout
03:30
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Tomorrow I'm gonna wake up and say, "I'm a green tea bitch and I stretch everyday"
I'm not looking for purity just a way to organize my brain. But these habits don't feel embodied, and my body has a need to rebel. Catch me say one thing-- do another. Drifting circles around in hell.
It's hard to confess, I'm a mess. Open up my lips and see if i've been drinking. If I could combine all my talents and time and just get my ass to sleep.
It's wrong but it feels so right, I get my second wind in the middle of the night. Staying up late isn't that bad, but there's a point of the night where it starts to get sad. Is there something you think I could do better? Is there something that I could fix? I've picked my role-models and all of them align with this.
Hey moon, we have unfinished business but I'm late to meet the sun. I'm coming, I just have to leave early. I'm trying.
It's hard to decide, am I fine? Can we wait another week and see?
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3. |
DYWM
04:07
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Are you hurt?
Are you scared?
Do you want me?
Are you tired? just down?
do you need me?
are you done? Just wasted?
do you want me?
Are you hurt are you scared? do you need me?
Has it been long enough, can you tell me?
I've been waiting so long, do you want me?
Run away. It's hard. I'm wasted.
Let it pile, don't lie, don't speak
Technology is keeping you from me. I get annoyed when a million red dots blow up my phone.
I'm telling you we should keep it light, you're telling me you have seven mistakes on your mind.
So if it seems like I've been gone, and maybe a little distant, I've just been at home.
Do you want me now?
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Golden Pains
04:13
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Enough time has passed, I'm wearing new clothes new skin, new troubles.
Reconcilied with the past I could transform, yet the question stands:
What do you do with all the gunk left behind? Acceptance? Accountability? You don't owe me. You never owned me.
It started innocent but we were in denial of the power struggle between you and I, or at-least I was.
But you spend so much time in your head, you wonder. Is this a seed you've planted in me, or is it the truth? I don't know anymore. But if feels so heavy.
I'll let it go in 30 seconds.
It's not on my mind anymore.
Come close to midnight, I'll bring a sheet. I'll stare at the yellow walls while you read. You look at me in the morning, tell me we're fine. You'll have to come clean another night.
You find yourself in the arms of something you don't understand. I was so young. I didn't know much, but I still don't.
And I don't care what you're doing this summer.
I don't care. it's better if I don't know.
I don't care if forgiveness is the protocol, I look in the mirror and if I've changed, that's gold.
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5. |
We Could Just Play
04:26
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Pick my teeth while I think about the vacation I'm not on.
I know the winter gets dirty and rude, hard and cruel.
I spent seven days in my thoughts, brain first until the bulbs burst.
Well I should see myself as a flower but I don't see green anymore.
Take my hand and we can go down to the park where we can watch the ducks. Skip the stones and jump over the gate. If I could pull you out, we could just play
I know there are sweeter things than fruit. I know they're hotter things than fire. I can see the sky splitting.
I can see the sky, but I can't see you.
Take my hand and we can go down to the park where we can watch the ducks. Skip the stones and jump over the gate. If I could pull you out, we could just play
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Lookaway
04:11
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Soften up, you hide, stop.
You can't bear to think a second longer
I bring it up, you slide away from the topic. Won't speak until you decide another day.
'cos something inside of you is looking for something that doesn't exist in me
Everytime I look away I lose sight in my faith in you
Cut corners, loose tides we divide and find something new
You don't have to get it now
I'm scared but I'm ready to reclaim my brain. Not sure what's been rusting in there.
Lost faith on vacation. You look away to celebration, you look away
'cos something inside of you is wanting more than anyone can give to you
Everytime I look away I lose sight in my faith in you
Cut corners, loose tides we divide and find something new
I won't sleep, I won't go, when I look away I find you
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Tenda
03:30
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Now I've found you're all water and I'm something from beneath
Now I've found we're all scattered and incomplete
Two hearts facing south. Well, look what you've found
It's all terror and love
gold fields from above soaking in
Now I've found you're all water and I'm something from beneath
But I know your bed faces south
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8. |
Lacquered
03:52
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I find you all lacquered up and wait until you've sobered up to ask you how you've been.
You find me with my painted nails, coloured lips, heart's sails up. Looking for somewhere we belong.
And he can't come in tonight. You can hold tight. And you can feel it. Because he can't.
You soak it up and hold it tight. You want it more than just tonight. High-heeled shoes and flashing lights.
You're happier now that you're alone, but your hand's still on your phone and I can tell you can't breathe.
Just be it, feel it.
Because he can't come in tonight. You can hold tight. And you can feel it. Because he can't
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Symfan Edmonton, Alberta
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